I am completely in love with you!

I have the most amazing boyfriend ever! I've loved him ever since year 7 but didn't tell him until year 11. We finally got together on the 7th March 2010. It was the happiest day of my life so far. I couldn't stop smiling. Not even for one second. I was just so happy that finally we were together after liking him for so long.

We have had a rough relationship, people trying to break us up, getting involved and being complete assholes! But through all of that we are strong. We fought through it because we loved each other. Our relationship has been a little bit on and off throughout the really tough times, but we have always ended up back in each others arms each time.

I have so many memories of me and him that i never want to lose. I honestly love him with all my heart and to be honest i think i always will. He's been there fo

r me through so much. Through my mental illness and through my break downs he has been there and i thank him so

much! He means the world to me and if i ever lost him, it would break my heart in half. I depend on him. He is my guardian angel. He is everything

i ever wanted. He is perfect to me. I remember once when he went away on holiday to France, i missed him so much and 2 days before he was due back i left him a message saying that i miss him like crazy and that i want him home. Just after i sent that message i got a phone call from James saying 'Come outside my mum has something for you.' I was really scared that his mum was going to do something but instead i saw someone get out of the car... It was James! I was in tears! I was in so much shock. I cried for about an hour after because i was so happy that he was home with me. It was the best thing that had happened to me. I was so pleased to have him back in my arms.

I would do anything for him i really would. He means so much to me and i hope he does feel the same about me. He is the air i breath, the beat to my heart and the reason i smile. He k

nows how to make me smile.

He also likes to spoil me A LOT! He has bought me, all of desperate housewives, sex and the city, scrubs, 90210, the Saw films and so much more. These were for like birthdays, Christmas and a few surprise treats. I do tell him not to waste his money on me but men never listen.

I don't get to see my boyfriend much anymore as he has a new job at Poundland and works a lot of hours. I miss him when he's at work and all i want to do is go into poundland

and just walk up to him and kiss him. I love him so much and i need him to survive. He has my heart.

He means everything to me. I never ever want to lose him again because i need him. I need him to get through my illness, he has actually stayed with me through it all. I thank him so much for this!

You are my everything James and i love you so much with all my heart forever and ever. Never forget that and i will always be here for you. I am forever yours. My heart is forever yours James.