Everyone gets jealous at times, but what if you became constantly jealous of your own partner? The problem is... i am jealous of my boyfriend and it is horrible.
When people say they are jealous, they usually mean jealous of one or two things or even objects that another person has, but i'm jealous on nearly every aspect of his life.
1. I'm completely jealous about how much clothes he's got. He's quite fashionable and has more clothes than me which is just strange because he is a boy. Most boys don't have many clothes but he does.
2. I'm jealous that he can drive before me. He is such a good driver and he learnt and passed within around 2 months. Lucky thing! But what gets me even more is the fact that he got given a car for free, whereas i'm going to have to buy one. He also didn't have to pay for the first year of his insurance. It's so not fair as i have to pay for everything and i wont be able to afford it.
3. I'm jealous because he is more wealthy than me. He has good money in him and this will give him a great head start with life whereas i have nothing to start me off. It just seems like he's going to have an easier life than me.
4. I'm jealous of how smart he is. He is sooooooo smart and i'm just average. This does bother me sometimes because if i say something wrong he will correct me instantly (but everyone does that i suppose) its just the fact that he's smarter than me and does better and finds school/sixth form easier than me.
5. I'm jealous that he is better looking than me. This sounds stupid but that's how i feel. He is sooooooo good looking and i'm not. I have to cover my face in makeup to even look nice at all.
6. I'm jealous of his job. I work at a Hotel which is bloody hard work as i am a chambermaid. i'm always knackered after work which is usually between 3-5 hours whereas James has an easier job in poundland and does like 10 hours a day giving him more money than me even though i have a higher wage.
As you can see i'm pretty jealous of my boyfriend which is not good at all. I wish i weren't because when he talks about work or his car i just go quiet because of my jealousy.
If there is any ways you know to stop people from being jealous... i'd love to know!!
Even though i'm jealous of my boyfriend, i still love him with all my heart <3
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