You never know what the future holds.

Well i've had a really rough week, but it can only make me stronger. A day after i wrote the blog about James... He left me. I've been devastated because i still really really like him, well love him more like, but all i'm trying to do now is stay strong and think that you never know what the future holds. It's true though. You don't. Life can surprise you. You can't predict what happens, who knows i could be back with him in the future or i could of found someone else.
The best thing is we are still friends. Just what i needed really because i didn't want him completely out of my life as he has been here so much for me and i depended on him a lot. I like knowing that he is okay and i also like seeing him even though it is hard because things are so different.
My friends have been amazing through this time. Hannah Williams, thank you so much for letting me staying over your house the other night when i really didn't want to go home alone. I had a really good night with you drinking and chatting to Alex on facebook whilst blazing out tunes haha. It was also nice to meet your sister and her boyfriend. They are lovely people just like you. Your bed is so comfy!! best night sleep i had in ages. Thank you so much for being here for me, you've been so nice to me and we shall have to do it again sometime. I will always be here for you like you have for me.
Erin Marie Crocker, you've been amazing to me. Thank you so much for letting me stay over the night James left me. You were so understanding and so lovely to me. You've taken good care of me. I loved staying up just talking about anything and everything, i havent spoken like that with someone for ages. I really enjoyed myself and it took my mind off my terrible evening. Was nice to be around a girl actually because i don't have many girl mates. I had a lovely time at yours and i hope we do that again soon. You should stay over mine soon. Thank you darling. I will always be here for you.
Kimberley Booth, I love you girl! I've known you for such a long time and i'm so thankful to have you as a friend. Thank you so much for being here for me. You say you're not good at giving advice but i think your advice really helped me darling. Even though we live like 2 houses away from each other we don't really spend as much time together as we used to and i miss the old times with you. We must see more of each other. I'm always here if you ever need me darling and you can talk to me or ask me anything. Your such a lovely girl and you're so smart too. I'm so jealous of you darling you're so gorgeous. Thank you so much darling.
Alex Sladden, you are so crazy, but so lovely. You've always been here for me since we got to college. Art and Graphics buddies. Well only graphics now as i have dropped art. I am going to miss not having you in 2 of my lessons. You're such a lovely boy. Oh and if i do grow old as a crazy cat woman, you are getting the cats in my will. You will have 100 new cats and you'll have to remember all of their names haha. You will love it. I will leave you a little bit of money too so you can handle the cats hehe. Enjoy them. I love our photos we have taken in graphics and i love how we used to show each other pictures on the Macs in graphics which was mainly me showing cats to you haha. This year i will make sure you sit next to me so it will be easier to show each other pictures and take photos when Isobel or Jack isn't looking haha. I'm always going to be here for you love. Thank you.
To everyone else, Thank you for helping me through these tough times and for giving me advice and taking my mind off things. You have all been amazing :)