The next chapter.

I suppose you could say the worst is over. Broken hearts are healing, Smiles are arriving, Tears are drying and my friends are forever here. Going through a break up is tough but i really believe that all you need is your friends to help you along the way. Because of my friends i have been able to be happy and become myself again. My friends have been so amazing to me and have helped me so much. I love them all, i really do.

I am now starting a new chapter in my life. I am concentrating on my friends, college and health. I am currently trying to lose weight and eat more healthy. This has actually been making me feel so much more positive and happy about myself. I've always wanted to lose weight but i always had the problem with comfort eating but now, since the break up my apetite has been better so i don't eat too much. I would love to continue to lose weight so i feel so much better. I would love to join a gym but there isn't one close enough to me.

My college work is important to me now because i really want to be able to suceed. I am currently doing A2 in Graphics and ICT and i'm supposed to be doing Anthropology for AS because i dropped Art after the first year, but i currently have a clash in my timetable so i think i might need to change Anthropology which isn't good. I'm hoping to do well this year as i want to be able to keep my options open. I don't want to be stuck doing something i hate. I want choice and hopfeully choice is what i will get.

I must admit i have sometimes taken my friends for granted but now, i know how much they mean to me. I will never leave them out of my life ever again because they are my anti-depressant. They mean everything to me and i don't think i could live without them. They make me smile, laugh, feel so much better and just make my life so much better. I love them all and they will forever be in my life.